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Tue, 10 Jul 2007 06:49:42 GMT

wow, i haven't wrote an entry in more than a month ._.

first, i'm so happy with myself because i dared to say "i like you" to the guy i like, and even though he has a girlfriend and rejected me, i'm not depressed, because now i feel like i have the confidence to do anything i want and to talk to any guy lol..

really, i can't believe i dared, i was so nervous and besides, i didn't have any expectations with him, but i did it because i felt that it was something i had to do and when i finally said it, i felt relaxed and as if i had taken off a burden from my shoulders

now i've decided that everytime i like a guy, i'm going to tell him that i like him lol, it feels great

second, i'm also happy because soda stereo is reunited xD
i'm really hoping i'll be able to go to the concert, if my parents don't let me (and i don't wanna think about that) i'll just have to steal merchandise form wall mart to earn some money and be able to pay for my ticket lol..

Wed, 30 May 2007 01:10:11 GMT

today i went to my spin class and went out so embarrassed xD..

i arrived, came in and saw all those women wearing spandex and all in shape. i sat down on the bike i usually use and started pedaling. the instructor put us an exercise which was about increasing the cardiac frequency and then dicreasing it; but to do that, first, you have to pedal really fast and hard.
so i was pedaling really fast when suddenly i felt like going to the batroom to clean my nose, and when i was in the batroom I started to feel really bad, my blood pressure went down and i couldn't focus my sight.. i stayed there for about 5 or 8 minutes thinking about food xD and how i was going to make it to the car. finally i went out of the batroom and then out of the gym lol sweating a lot and pale -_-
all that happened in just 15 min!!!!! that happened because i made exercise for about 15 min.. hahaha.. i felt really pathetic
i think that happened because i'm not used to work out in the morning and because i didn't eat anything xP

about other stuff..
yes!!!!! i'm almost on vacations =D i can't wait n_________n
and..
this weekend i went to the weirdest party ever xD there was marihuana plants everywhere in the house lol..
and..
i'm worried about 2 subjetcs.. if i don't pass the ondinary exam, i'm going directly to titulo exam xD.. *nooo* -_-

oh por dios..

Mon, 07 May 2007 04:31:11 GMT

oh my god.. i can't believe it.. a cousin got pregnant his girlfriend and when he found out he suddenly disappeared with his girlfriend and he took her to canada and now they are living there.. but they didn't even tell to their parents O-O!!!!!!!!!!!!

my brother made a party to celebrate his birthday here in my house and when my mom got home she found that some guys were having sex in my brother's room lol!!! i found the condom in the trash can (used, of course) hahaha.. what's funny about this is my mother's reaction.. and i don't approve the fact that they used my brother's room, but at least they used a condom heh =P i would have been disgusted if they had used my room lol..

Tue, 01 May 2007 03:28:07 GMT

this weekend i went to a "pool party" lol.. xD.. it was in the garden of my friend's house which has a pool.

she invited me to camp, but i didn't want to, because her boyfriend's friends were going to stay there too and there's a guy that used to harass me when he was drunk lol..
they stayed there and i returned to my house at 12 more or less, then, at school i was talking to another friend who also went to the party and she told me that one of the guys that stayed there stole money from my friend's purse O_o the worst about that is that this guy is the brother of another friend of us -__- ...

Sat, 14 Apr 2007 03:11:23 GMT

yesterday, i went out with some friends and we went to a place called "el desierto" xD which is near to a place called "capulina" and it's basically in the middle of nowhere.

it's an esplanade surrounded by hills and i don't why there's a convent but nobody uses it anymore. it was around 10 when we got there and the convent looked so creepy, besides, a friend told us that the last time she was there, she and her friends saw some really weird things like balls made of fire which came out of nowhere in the middle of the hills, and then, another friend told us that one of the times she went there, she took some photos with her friends and in the photos they saw like white balls that were floating above them.. and there's a graveyard somewhere near there, capulina's graveyard :P

lol.. i don't know if that's really true, but i've got no reason for not believing them and besides the place freaked me out >_>U..

and then, after that i went to a gay antro called "el greco" and it was a cowboy night so everyone were wearing hats and boots, etc. it was so much fun and we didn't even see the midnight show lol. the only thing i didn't like was the music (paulina rubio xP!!!) but everything else was so much fun n_n

Thu, 29 Mar 2007 04:13:09 GMT

day of the taco and semana santa are coming YAY!!
oh, it's so great that i'm not going to school for two weeks, i'm so haaaappyyyy =) and i'm also happy for the day of the taco, because that's a very good excuse to eat tacos lol..

i think i'm not going to tanquian, my mom wants us to go to veracruz to see my grandpa (yeah, i have one xD), he lives there in some pueblillo

i'm tired u-u

Sat, 17 Mar 2007 17:42:05 GMT

yay!!! holidays!!! i'm not going to school on monday and just that totally made my weekend *O*, lately, i hate going to school.. the good thing is that, i have so much things to do, so the weeks pass without me noticing it.. semana santa holidays are coming and my mom wants us to go see our grandpa.. it's not thaaaat boring, and the sea-food is great :D and also , i do like going to see my grandpa, altough he's a bit weird xDDD he's kinda obsessed with aliens because he have seen a few :p, and that's fun n___n, but i don't want to go, beacuse i rather prefer spending holidays with my friends (whom i just get to see once a week u_ú)

i have tons of homework to do, so i better get going :p

hi :p

Fri, 09 Mar 2007 04:20:37 GMT

i've been invited to a group in my school... ahm.. in spanish it's called "planilla" i didn't find the translation to that word, so i'm going to say it like that, planilla :p

it's a new group and some friends invited me to a reunion today.. everything was fine, and i was happy to be meeting new people.. but then, almost at the end, a friend arrived.. i don't know why, but i always feel stupid when he is around lol.. and today wasn't the exception xDD.. i used to say nothing when he was around, and today, i just said that we had to be constant and he heard me (nooooooooooooooooooo) ...

i know it's nothing, but i can't help it, i get nervous i feel like i'm going to screw if i open my mouth =_=

Thu, 01 Mar 2007 04:11:27 GMT

last night, she said "oh baby i feel so down, see it turns me off when i feel lef out"... *dances*

it seems that everything's fine with my friends again :P

i got myself an agenda

my grades suck -_-

i'm going to spin classes n_n

..that's it for now = =

..so i've been in town for just about fifteen minutes now *keeps on dancing*

about my school friends =.=

Sat, 24 Feb 2007 05:16:12 GMT

=O=... it's been a while since i last posted an entry :P, i did have issues to talk about but sometimes i didn't have the time to post an entry or i didn't want to.

i'm having troubles with my friends at school, they don't get along anymore, i do get along with all of them, but.. well, in fact the troubles are between them, i don't care much about the things they say and sometimes i just ignore them so i don't get pissed lol.. we're too different and they're kinda homofobic n_ñ

the tension started to be obvious on tuesday, my friend melissa started to tell me how she couldn't stand anymmore another friend's attitude xD.. and she was more or less right; then they talked about it and aparently worked it out .--.Uu.. but then again today she started to complain about another firend's attitude. i think i know what's the problem here, i think it all began when they started to make jokes about each other, i never do that on the level they were doing it xDD and that's why i don't have any problem with any of them.. but at some point they crossed the line and the jokes stoped being funny. now she told me that she doesn't want to hang out with them anymore.. =.= and that's fine with me.. ._. i mean, i'm not mad at them, but i prefer to hang out with melissa than with those guys :P

so.. it's been a while :P

Mon, 12 Feb 2007 04:55:10 GMT

this past week it's been like hell to me.. iOi.. so much homework, that's why i haven't been around here lately, i like writing here because i can complain all i want and who doesn't want to read this just don't read it and that's it, nobody has to listen to my complains and i can do it as much as i want xDDD..

the homework has consumed my life, i can't talk about anything else xD

..even when i'm tired about complaining, i can't stop -._-.Uu.. and this just reminded me.. the guy i like has a girlfriend since.. yesterday xD.. i'm not even depressed, i don't have time xDD.. i did felt a little.. uhm.. like this: x_XU.. xD when he told me, but i was just like "hey, que chido, i'm happy for you" xDD.. ñam, anyway, life goes on (... -_- but it sucks, it really sucks that he has a girlfriend).

just thinking o-o'

Thu, 01 Feb 2007 05:18:05 GMT

i've been thinking lately (i mean today xD) how i've been acting really selfish, but that's not something that bothers me about myself, i'm ok with it xD, or i was, until i realized that being like that it's not doing any good to me -._-.UuU..

i mean, i've always been aware that i'm selfish and a hedonist xD, but i'm just too careless and it's part of my selfishness to think that it's not bad being like that, it's kinda complicated to explain my ways of thinking xD (...) ...and i've come to realize that being like that just make things more difficult to me -._-.' it's giving me troubles to adapt myself, not in school or something like that, but in situations that are out of my control and will :P

about my weekend n n

Mon, 29 Jan 2007 05:29:22 GMT

..i don't have much to say about my weekend, except that i got a little drunk and that i saw an ex-classmate who now is really hot xDDDD.. yeah.. heh.

i haven't done any of my homework..

and tomorrow i've gotta wake up early, nooooo!!! i_i

on friday was my friend's birthday, i wasn't *that* in the mood of going, but i thought "uhm.. i might see that guy that i like and get a chance to chat with him" and so i went, but he didn't -_-UuUuUuUU

and on saturday we celebrated another friend's birthday, we went out to dinner and it was really fun n_n

and today i just watched tv, ate and read vagabond the whole day, i didn't take a shower and now i'll have to wake up earlier tomorrow =0=...

iOi so much homework..

Thu, 25 Jan 2007 05:38:21 GMT

i've been so tired lately, my teachers leave me a lot of homework -__-'''

yesterday i put the clock alarm at 5:45 am, so i could wake up early today, and then i went to sleep, and then, in the morning, when the clock started to make noise, i just turned it off and went to sleep again xDDDD but i didn't want to do that i_i i don't why i did it, i even made all the homework i had for the first class xOxUu.. things like that happen to me when i feel tired =___=

and.. i finally got the mail of the guy that i like *-* but he almost never use de msn, he only checks his mail i_i nooo why!? -____-UuUuUu..
boohooo bohohohoooo.. xDDD

i'm reading a short story that is called "el pescador y su alma" sooo beautiful, i'm loving it n___n ahm.. i should stop talking about boring stuff xDDD.. but then i won't have anything to talk about xD, uhm.. well.

..school tomorrow

Mon, 22 Jan 2007 03:53:16 GMT

nooooooo XP tomorrow i start school again.. noooooo -___-UuU.. mahaha.. meh, i'm not *that* in denial, in fact i'm.. no, i'm not excited ._., well, more or less, there's a guy that i like and i'm going to see him when i return to school (yay!! i finally met someone that i like after ages of not having a crush), and if i'm lucky, i'm going to be able to talk to him, and if i talk to him, i'm going to ask him his e-mail so i can talk to him through msn (because i'm too pathetic to face him and besides i say weird things when i talk with someone i like xDDD...)

i'm afraid i'm not going to be able to sleep well tonight because on holidays i was going to bed at like.. 4 am reading death note or gay porn xD, and tomorrow i have to wake up at least at 6 am, because my first class is at 7

it might appears that i'm redundant, but that's just my lack of english :P

today i was a pain in the ass for my friend Lupe xD.. she was trying to help me to change the layout of my journal but i didn't like any of the layouts she was showing me and the ones livejournal has are too ugly xD.. and then i picked the one i have now and i really liked it n___n

about death note

Sat, 20 Jan 2007 07:51:54 GMT

if you are Lupe you might not want to read this xD.. this doesn't content any direct spoilers except about the 58 chapter =P..

i finally finished reading Death Note.. what a bizarre ending, i more or less liked it. I would have totally liked it if it weren't for that misa's part ¬_¬', there is no other word that i know that can possibly describe that part, but "chafa" xD.. it reminded me of a telenovela xDDDD..

i'm glad i finally finished reading it, it was kinda.. (sorry, i don't know how to say this in english, so i'm just going to say it the way i know xD..) "emocionalmente desgastante", really ._.''''

i was thinking that Lupe (my best friend) was going to rip my head off xD, because i was starting to like more Death Note than Hikaru no Go, well, that was when i was reading the first 58 chapters, then i thought "uhm.. my OTP is now destroyed, i don't know if i can keep on reading with the same excitement.. and besides it's destroyed beyond repair.. well, not, someone can always write a fic about L becoming a ghost and haunting Light <-- but that just wouldn't be the same because they couldn't have sex.. oh, well" (...)

and then Mello and Near appeared and then.. well, those who have read DN know what happens next.

now, seriously talking, it's a well-planned story and the most important thing, it doesn't leave any loose end (well, at least none that i'm aware of).

..and about the music i'm listening, i'm not particularly into prince, but this song and video just kick ass xD.. the music is so funky xD

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Thu, 18 Jan 2007 06:26:58 GMT

I don't feel comfortable writing an entry, but i don't like the way my livejournal looks without any entries ._.' my mother language is spanish, but i've decided to write my journal in english so i can practice it.

Ahm.. i don't like to write about my life, so don't expect anything from this journal xDD.. i just made an account so i can have access to all the benefits that having an account on livejournal offers.. xD

Today i cut my hair and i really like the way it looks (uhm.. once you start writing it doesn't feel *that* weird xDD..)

I know that i made and i'm going to have a lot of grammar and spelling mistakes, so sorry :P